To Go or Not to Go?

I finally got a chance to talk with CY about transfering to Social Psychology. The situation might not be that bad. I thought that i might need to add at least one more year if i switch, but in fact it is not necessary. If i work very hard and if publication record is not a concern (e.g., going back to Hong Kong for jobs), it is indeed possible to finish it within the four-year timeframe.

And the timing is good too. CY has not been recruiting students for three years and he is planning to get new student soon. Probably he will admit me if i apply.

But i really need to think about WHY? I cannot deny that part of the reason is my sentiment towards my department. The past year was full of dissapointing incidents. I do not agree with them on many of their perspectives. I do not even agree with them on their view of academia.

Change is not easy. I have been in business since my undergrad years. These six years, to an extent, have built up my instinct in this area. Am i be able to be a psychologist? Am i be able to take up psychology as major rather than a supporting area?

I am at a crossroad now. The status quo is always easy to maintain. But is it something i really want?

Over the (double) rainbow

當心裡懷念一個人

會想起很多原來不起眼的小事
想起第一次一起做香蕉蛋糕
從微波爐裡把蛋糕端出來
表面是很成功
裡面卻未完好
將好的拿給我
卻把未好的留給自己
﹣﹣節儉不浪費的性格

後來我一個人
做過很多香蕉蛋糕
但已沒有機會
拿好的給你

你好嗎？

Stressful Week...

你的壓力程度：微高
	對於一個終日忙於學習的人而言，這是一個中等程度的壓力。因此，如何合理緩和壓力是值得你探討。
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Spring Part 2

小兔子情意結

小白兔 小白兔 樣子妙
又長又尖一雙耳朵
好像個 V 字向天張開
小小的兔子多可愛趣緻








突然想起一首上幼兒園時學的歌
頓時明白為何鍾愛小兔子

Good Friday

This is my first time going to a Good Friday Service. I must admit that i have never given enough thoughts to the death of Jesus. The whole idea seems too dramatic to be true. But if one really think about what had happened to Jesus, within the 24 hours 1976 years ago. It is too much to be ignored.

When the Good Friday Service ended with a symbolic seal of the tomb of Jesus--in complete salience and darkness--my heart was completely absorbed in fear and sadness. Jesus was in the tomb-it was the end of pain, insult, and evil. But it also seemed to be the end all hope, truth, and love.

I long for the resurrection of Jesus.

+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~
A song that lingers on my mind...

~愛 我願意~
十字架上的光芒 溫柔又慈祥
帶著主愛的力量 向著我照亮
我的心不再隱藏 完全地擺上
願主愛來澆灌我
在愛中得自由釋放

我願意降服 我願意降服
在那愛的懷抱中 我願意降服
你是我的主 你是我的主
永遠在你懷抱中
你是我 你是我的主

[讚美之泉～彩虹下的約定]

Spring

天晴 但心情...

很想家 很想
待在這邊 什麼也不想

彷彷彿彿
想做的不想做
每一秒
家更近 期限更近

心情 壞

很想
什麼也不想

昨日

把昨日的 從盒子裡拿出來
好好的看一遍
仍然有很多
顔色氣味 所到之處 見過的人
過了四百天 仍然生動
記億中仍懚約有不明所以
盒子裡的昨日